Which matters more

You know, in a lot of ways I think teaching is the reason I have given up writing. My brain gets so overwhelmed by what I do at school that I don't have time to dive into writing. And I kind of hate that. I love the high I get from writing. I feel at peace with the universe when I write something that couldn't make more sense. I don't want to have to give up writing to teach. But given the option I will because I'd rather help the children I can see, than attempt to help those that might never read the pages.