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Friday, March 5, 2010

Everything Happens for a Reason

From March 2010
the past year of my life has been unexpected.
i have changed and grown up a lot.
i have learned how to take the unknowns of life on
and to jump as high as needed to go to surpass any obstacle.
i can look at everything i have encountered
and realize that its exactly what i needed at that time.

i needed this year of crazy memories, new friends, new boys, and a new life.
i needed a year that devoted to finding myself, creating myself, and to freeing myself.
i needed this year to become the EXACT person i want to be
and to realize the strength, morality, and character that i do have.
i needed this year to realize what i am worth and what i can be.
to figure out how important i am and how much i can mean to someone.

i needed everything that happened to me.
every fight, every fall, every mistake,
every change, every smile, every laugh,
every i told you so, every i love you and every breathe.
i needed to figure out what cards i hold in my own hand
and how to play the right ones over the wrong.

i needed every text, every phone call, every message
every heartbreak, every love, every heartbeat
i needed every encounter, every hello and every goodbye.
i now understand that i am able to do anything and that it'll be worth it.
i now know that life will work out because it is right now.